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Comments Off on I feel really low at the moment and I don’t know why. I also can’t think of any reason why I would be?
I’ve got a great guy (who’s not too well at the moment – but I know he’s recovering so thats not an issue)
I think I’m just lonely. I need some company that isn’t my work, colleagues, not my family, and will just give me ha hug and tell me that everything is going to be ok.
Even if I don’t know what is wrong.
I know that Jeremy is one of these people who doesn’t like to be fussed over when ill, but to be honest, I feel so bloddy selfich just for wanting to see him, if only for just five minutes, that its just unbearable. And feel so damn useless its unbeleivable. But damn it I am a person too. Aren’t realtionships about compromise?
Why am I such a crap girlfriend? why doesn;t he want me? what am idoing wrong? why do I love him so much? Does he want me? Will he be himslef again soon. I miss my Jeremy. I want everything back to normal.
Most of all, I want him to be happy, and If that is something I can do that would be wonderful.
God, I sound bloody awful here don’t I!?
I just feel like I’m getting in the way of his life, abut I daren;t say anything in case he agrees and doesnt want me. what can I do.
That bastard ex has screwed me up for life”!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!